When we're blinded by beauty, same goes for our minds. I don't understand why we feel what we're feeling when we should be feeling something more awesome. Aftermath of making a decision that goes wrong. And the question is WHAT IF?
Doubts...
doubts....
doubts...
That is your what if?
I say without doubts, we will be free. However, that's human nature. Hence, doubt normally prevails unless strong will and lucky circumstances that defy the laws of nature.
Good or bad, hard to say.
Once there was a MAFIA LORD, who has a very intelligent left hand man. He adores him a lot and his underlings thought he is gaying with the left hand man. The truth is, the left hand man is a women. A women turned man aka no longer a women. He often seeks advice from the WE SHALL NAME HIM Mr. Awesome, and Mr. Awesome never fails to surprise the MAFIA LORD with awesome advices because he is awesome. His advice has brought the MAFIA LORD to where he is today. And one day, he decided to go hunting with Mr. Awesome and underlings who thinks they are gay and want to make sure they didn't go to the edge of the forest to BANG BANG BANG (taken from Borat). They were walking in a forest, hence they are surrounded by green. MAFIA LORD is a paranoid dude, his level of paranoid, I would describe it as WHEN CHUEN LOONG WAS GIVEN A WARNING BY ZYNGA ONLINE POKER for PURPOSELY LOSING CHIPS, and after that, out of the blues he would ask us to tell him when there is an admin when we are in the middle of the game, consequences of doing it again would be reducing his 30millions poker chips into 10%, it is a harsh world we're living in. MAFIA LORD got bitten by an exotic mosquito, because mosquito doesn't exist in their country, he thought it was a bad omen, so he ask Mr. Awesome: " Is this bad?" Mr. Awesome:"Good or bad, hard to say."
The hunt continues despite the big setback. And there they were standing in front of the greatest animal in the animal kingdom, a COW. The cow with spots blended with it's surrounding by becoming invisible. Harry Potter lend his invisibility cloak because the cow, apparently was the one who destroyed one of the hoxcrux and left the note to Prof Dumbledore and Harry Potter saying it was he who destroyed it because the Dark Lord pawned all the cows in Scotland. The cow chased after the MAFIA LORD due to the strong scent of mosquito bite. His finger was bitten off by the awesome animal, in the end the cow became superman and flew away. Again, the MAFIA LORD ask:" My finger is bitten, I'm dying, will i survive?" Mr. Awesome:" Good or bad, hard to say."
Hence, he was killed. Ten years later, the decedent of the MAFIA LORD aka Ryan. The same thing happened to him but he didn't kill his advisor named Mr. Mcawesomoo, instead he imprison him in AZKAPEL DOWN, a prison with perfect security of the combination of Azkaban from Harry Potter and Emma Watson is hawt in the movie and Impel Down of One Piece.
As we move forward in life, Ryan decided to go hunting in the jungle again. And he was caught with his butler at the edge of the forest BANG BANG BANG by the cannibals. The cannibals wanted to present Ryan to their God, a sacrifice... However, they did not. Ryan was an imperfect being losing a finger, and they believe that the God above us deserve only the best, they sacrificed the butler and free Ryan. Ryan went back and hug Mr. Mcawesomoo, and brought him to the edge of the forest and BANG BANG BANG.
If Ryan wasn't bitten by the mosquito and his finger wasn't eaten by the Great Animal Cow, he would had been a dead man today.
We can conclude that Good or bad, HARD TO SAY!
When you make mistakes in life, keep your head high, cause life is about learning. Just take it as it is, and flow as river flows from mountains to sea, and bloom as flower blooms as the season arrived. Life is only good when you cherish it.
Lastly, did you know you're the apple of my eye? =))